Lucca and Peavie Meet

Disclaimer: This is still in edit mode and I am stilllllll trying to write more! I thought it would be fun to share this with everyone so that they can see what is up between these two!


Days pass one after the other. She had met a few people of crossroads but found her self still far to shy and distressed to connect further with anyone else. She was shy... nervous even. The blond named Aliantha would gaze at her, eyeing her curves and body movements here and there. She only went there for a little while into the tavern, to draw, sketch, eat, and then it was off to explore and back to the inn to sleep. There was no escaping her gaze in the tavern, never. As she finished a sketch, she sighed a bit blushing and set the till for her soup and tea on the counter before venturing off. She left with no words. The eyes… were still all upon her.

Her legs brushed up against the fabric and lace of her skirts as she briskly continued down the stone path past rows and rows of stone buildings. As she traveled along, she came across beautiful greenery, trees and plants that blossomed; the land beyond the city of crossroads. What it was called, she didn't know. All she knew was if felt of magic, felt safe, and welcoming. Hours and hours passed and she didn’t realize the time. Frantic and tired, her heart lurched in agony at leaving the area when it was time to rest to go back to the daunting inn. Even just as she was leaving she saw the graveyard. Cemeteries continued to be a place of inspiration and calm for her. Perhaps it was because she spoke with the dead that stayed behind, or perhaps she got the most peace she ever did when she lived in the palace.

She sighed as she began to get off the stone seat she was sitting upon and began moving back to town, back to the daunting inn. It was a horrendous place. It barely had people residing there. From time to time she would hear screams or muffled cries for help as she lay there in her own bed. The bed was stiff and just as brooding as the room itself. Despite the cries for help she never once got up out of her bed to investigate or to help.

As she moved to the wood bridge on the dock the hair on the back of her neck began to stand on end. There was a horrendous feeling behind her, a feeling of eyes watching her from behind. Quickly she whirled around and saw absolutely nothing. A cold breeze sent chills up her satin gown and blew her blond silvery locks about her shoulders. Quickly her hand shot up to adjust her monocle. Her eyes scanned the trees, shadows, and whatever was in between; still nothing. Fearful for her safety she moved quickly to town for the need of being surrounded by others. Still in a shy state she wandered to the tavern and walked briskly past the door to the seats by the water. There were people inside, and Aliantha. There was no way she wanted to be approached and stared at again. She just wanted to be alone. It was better this way since she can keep an eye on herself and if something bad did happen, they would hear her scream. Despite being tired, she just didn’t want to venture back inside the Inn. She didn’t feel tired enough to fall fast asleep before hearing the sounds the place made. With a shuffle, she slowly sat against the metal grated seat that faced the water.

The ripples of blue swirled and tossed against the sides of the stone walls made for the man made waterways. A few stray green leaves flitted to the water and cascaded down the waterway slowly and delicately. Her eyes watched them as they disappeared into the shadows, never to be seen again. Perhaps that is what she did to herself. She rescued herself from a hell of a life and ran to the shadows. Perhaps only literally; the townspeople talked a lot about the place being cursed in darkness, never once seeing the sun. She wondered why town was that way, but she didn’t dwell on it. She did notice that morning would come about and darkness would still sit in the sky. She was starting to miss the sun. In the shadows, however, she could hide forever. Granted she could hide as long as they didn’t come after her.

By the water she did not dare venture any closer, she just sat there. There was the fear of falling in and drowning loomed. Angrily she shifted on the iron seat; angry with herself for not knowing how to swim, and angry for not being able to stick up for herself against the dangers that would follow her. Weakness, fear, and the lack of knowledge plagued her making things harder and harder for her to travel on her own. She was also angry with the fact that she was far too shy to speak to anyone. Being new was horrible and suffocating. Her corset cinched against her chest constricting her breath. She didn’t realize she had held her breath as she sat there. Gasping she collected herself and slumped against the metal seat more, her head draping against the back of the bench. The trees leaves rustled against one another

As she sat there she had the feeling of being watched again. Nervously her hands began to ring through her dress trying to see whatever it was that was watching her out of the corner of her eyes. Nothing was seemingly there. Frantic and distressed she shot up. Had they come for her already? How had they found her so fast? Quickly she jolted upward and promptly felt her body ram into someone. A squeak escaped her lips and looked up with wide and fearful eyes only to see amber orbs and semi unkempt auburn brown hair attached to an unfamiliar face looking down at her with no expression at all. Lucca stammered a few times before the brown haired individual smiled, easing a bit of her fears.

A gruff strong and prominent voice called out to her, "You okay?"

Her heart beat in her chest over and over again, a pounding sensation pulsing through all of her veins. She stammered again gazing into the strangers eyes. Finally she was able to utter outward to her, “I Uh… yes… Yes I am okay…”

The stranger smiled back at her wider, the eyes glimmering in the moonlight, almost glowing. The prominent voice came out at her again, “Good. You… look new. I haven’t seen you before in town. When did you arrive?”

Lucca looked up a bit taken back and then continued, “I arrived only the other day. “I just haven’t met anyone yet really. No one has been very friendly and the place isn’t exactly very cheerful.” Her eyes looked downward remembering getting off the boat. It was dark and forlorn, like she was a shining beacon trying to shine brightly in the darkness that resided there. Then she had to hide off into the shadows to protect her self. Slowly day by day… her light began to fade. If only she knew… others saw her light even when she didn’t.

“Ah! So you are new! Welcome to Crossroads….er… I am Peavie. And you are?”

Lucca looked up quickly, the cheerful disposition from the stranger throwing her off guard. “I Uh… Oh! Um… I am Lucca. Nice to meet you.” She said finally smiling.

The individual smiled broader. “Nice to make your acquaintance as well, Miss Lucca.”

Lucca laughed a little. “You know sir; I am not used to being addressed in such a way.”

Peavie chuckled and crossed their arms across their chest. “You aren’t used to being addressed as the lady that you are?”

“Well no. As I said…No one has been very nice to me.” She said leaning against the stone railing. Peavie’s eyes began to waver, following her curves, eying her breasts, imagining her legs underneath the satin skirts. Slowly the smile grew more devious as the eyes began memorizing her body. Lucca noticed the silence and looked over quickly noticing the gaze on her bustle. Her eyes twinkled slightly and shifted snapping the attention of Peavie. Peavie stammered quickly coughing and trying to cover their meandering eyes, “I uh… was admiring the details of the motifs in the textiles of your skirts. The bustle is… very pretty, especially the intricacies of the lace and ruffles.”

Peavie’s hand reached over and trailed the soft fabric against her bustle, nearing Lucca’s bottom. Lucca held her breath slightly and looked down at Peavie’s hand. Their gazes met and Peavie happened to move closer to her. Lucca’s breath became slow and her heart began to beat hard in her chest as Peavie’s body brushed up against hers.

‘I Uh…” Lucca breathed softly.

Peavie smiled down at her. Lucca adjusted her monocle and felt her cheeks go red and her heart rush even faster. “Dear me… I called you sir…you’re very much a MISS!” She gasped.

Peavie smiled and chuckled lightly leaning against the railing nonchalantly, her hip brushing up against Lucca’s skirts. “I am mistaken for a man quite often Lucca, it doesn’t bother me.” Her eyes twinkled back at Lucca as she looked to her.

Lucca began to trail her eyes along Peavie’s body watching her leather clad curves. Her heeled boots clacking here and there as she shifted. Peavie noticed her looking, but didn’t say anything. If anything everyone looked at her that way. She couldn’t deny that she was amazingly hot and attractive. Peavie had every girl who liked women swooning over her. She was indeed considered the “ladies man.” The men in town hated her for it. Having Lucca eye her body this way only fueled Peavie’s desire to pursue this one standing next to her. She chuckled softly pushing the back of her leather jacket behind her hips trying to give her more of a show of her body. As expected, Lucca’s eyes began to stare at her hips, her mouth agape in a bit of shock. Peavie smiled and began to undress Lucca with her eyes as she spoke. “So Miss, what brings you to Crossroads?”

Luca looked upward and locked her gaze back with Peavie’s amorous brown orbs. Softly she spoke after collecting herself, “I ran away from home. I managed to hide on a ship that was on its way here, and that is how I ended up in this town. I guess I can move on to other places… I can only assume we are in Europe. I just don’t know enough about the world outside of where I lived to get an idea of where to go, or what to do.” Lucca’s eyes tore away and began to watch the water billow down the stream. “I just don’t know where life will take me right now. I guess I am just… living. I have the freedom to do anything.”

Peavie listened to her quietly and began to ponder why exactly she ran away from home. She mentioned freedom. A girl of her stature surely had more freedom than most of the people in town had. What could possibly be in her way of living? Peavie wanted to ask her more questions, but she could tell the girl was tired, her aura and her eyes were telling her so.

“Lucca? Are you staying in the Inn?” Peavie asked.

“Yes I am. Why do you ask?”

“Do you think its safe there?”

“Well… No.” Lucca replied plainly, hiding her concern for the place.

Peavie watched her carefully, reading her thoughts without her knowing. Apparently Lucca was afraid to go back and wasn’t sleeping at night. She was forcing herself from actually sleeping out of fear. Peavie had a sense of worry now. Lucca was new, and she had a sense of naïveté. She didn’t seem to look like she knew what she was doing. There was a loss in her eyes, fear, worry, and so much more. Peavie…wanted to help her in some way. Someone as beautiful as she was would surely be targets for many people in town. Perhaps Lucca would need to worry about her more than anything.

Peavie shifted and moved up closer to Lucca and slowly loomed and hovered over her. Lucca gasped a little and twisted so that her back was to the railing and pressing up against it uncomfortably. Peavie looked down at her with a basic starry eyed look, gazing into her eyes. Panic arose in Lucca and she whimpered a little unsure of Peavie’s intentions, “Wha-What are you doing?”

Peavie’s face inched towards Lucca’s face till she was mere inches away from her. Lucca swooned slightly smelling the soft feminine cologne against her skin. Lucca’s eyes shot up and locked with Peavie’s. Her eyes were glowing as she moved closer and closer. She felt Peavie press up against her and her heart began to pulse; the blood pumping in her veins. There was a rhythmic pulse in her body; the sounds around her faded to nothing except the thumping of the blood rushing into her ears and the sound of her breathing. Her mind started to race with fear and intrigue all at once. What was she to do now?

Peavie’s leather clad body pressed up against Lucca’s and she had a hard time keeping herself in control. Her senses were on fire, and Lucca’s scent was just so appetizing. She smelled of sweet Sakura blossoms. Peavie began to salivate secretly but didn’t do anything about it, fighting her urge to feed. There was something else keeping her back too. Something told her in time she would have a taste. Peavie growled a little as if she was on the prowl. She smiled as her hands slowly began to wrap around Lucca’s waist and keep her steady.

“Please…don’t…. I…” Lucca shook and stammered.

Peavie froze a second hearing her plea. She blinked a few times trying to understand what Lucca was trying to say in reaction. A chuckle escaped her lips when she discovered what she had done and what it was coming across to Lucca. “Forgive me…” Peavie breathed as she pulled away.

Lucca sighed in relief, but something wasn’t right. As Peavie pulled from her and turned the railing along the edge of the water broke and Lucca cried out feeling her fall backwards. Fear surged in her as she reached out to stop herself and the fear of drowning but failed. Peavie heard her cry out and quickly turned only to see Lucca fall backwards about to plummet into the water. Something told her that if she didn’t save her something bad would happen. With inhuman speed Peavie flashed to Lucca and quickly grabbed her and flickered back with Lucca in her arms. She landed with a thud with one knee on the ground holding her protectively. Peavie breathed in deeply looking at the broken railing and went to look back at Lucca only to find the blond haired girl clinging and shaking against her. Peavie smiled feeling her soft skin along her neck from Lucca holding on to her. Peavie tried to pull away from Lucca, but for some reason the girl just didn’t want to let go. Softly she chuckled and spoke into her elegant and long ears, “Lucca…Are you alright?”

Lucca pulled back slightly with her arms still wrapped around Peavie’s neck and looked up at her blushing. Peavie smiled looking into her beautiful eyes. Lucca couldn’t find the words to say as she looked at her. “Lucca?” Peavie repeated.

“I- Yes I am, thank you so much.” She breathed.

Peavie swooned a little smelling the strong hint of mint and sakura waft into her face. She blinked a few times before asking another question, “Why were you so afraid of falling anyways?” Peavie hadn’t read her mind as she was falling backwards; all that was on her mind was to save her.

Lucca looked away for a second and looked at the dismembered railing before looking back and replied, “I can’t swim. I would drown.”

Peavie’s heart sank as she looked at her. Her arms tightened around Lucca as she stood still cradling her in her arms. Lucca looked at Peavie and wondered if she was too heavy. “You can let me down now.” Her voice shook as she replied.

Peavie shook her head, “No…You are light as a feather. Besides… this town isn’t safe for someone of your stature.”

“What do you mean?” She asked worriedly as Peavie started to walk towards the beautiful green pastures she remembered seeing earlier. Lucca also noticed several women staring at Peavie with jealousy in their eyes. She even felt the gaze of Aliantha from the tavern as Peavie carried her past.

“You’re beautiful.” She said matter of fact. “Everyone would notice you easily and those with bad intentions would follow you wherever you went to get what they want out of you. It’s not a safe town here Miss Lucca. It’s full of darkness, vampires, even monsters and other creatures.”

Dolls leaving and Dolls entering!

I have told some of my good friends either via texts or messages on facebook and deviantart that I am getting two new dollies to the family.

There has a been a doll from Soom that I have wanted forever. I absolutely LOVED Euclase, but I missed the chance to get him, even through someone selling him. Well I get a link from my friend Shelby and she shows me the new Soom Galena. I went O M G. I went onto the site and checked it out. I couldn't help but go omg... I bought the Grey skin with wig and eyes and face up. I couldn't help it. She had beautiful winged arms and birdy feets! So she will be arriving soon since I just freaking paid for all of her. Freaking 1K. DX That includes the shipping though so luckily it only cost like 900 something.

I have always been a huge fan of Dollzone and huge fan of souldoll. Two Dollzones will be leaving my house however. But one Souldoll will be entering the house. Two days after ordering the Galena I show my gma a blue souldoll Celina. Her eyes bulged and she just out right said in my surprise that I should get her. O_O This threw me off a little, but... I ended up layawaying her. My gma loved her so much and I thought she was so interesting! So two new dolls to the family and two leaving... hopefully. One, Lucious, will be making its way to Shelby for sure. Shes dead set on getting him. I went ahead and hot glue sueded him for her too and he poses a lot better. Jacob on the other hand... not sure if he is going to make it to Misty or not. She hasn't really dedicated herself to get him for money reasons. I hate that excuse. If she doesnt have the money for him for mid January.... I am selling him on Den of Angels. I know no one in the doll group would be interested in him. All of us are all into our own little companies and sculpts ^^;

I do have the character ideas for the bird doll coming in. She will be Izula, a character I made a while back. The doll sculpt was just screaming that it was her. And I will be able to hash out more details when she comes too!

As for what I am working on now... I am making a BJD book of my characters. The book will be sold on blurb and will have photos of my dolls as well as their character information.

Im tired cause the sleepy pill is kicking in. Sooooo nigh night!

Dolly Update and MORE!

On the front page I updated my Dolly list! So you will see there are some new additions to the list and some changes coming. Had some hard time trying to figure out what to do with my Ivan, but I figured out what I am going to do with him. :) Since i can't actually make the story I want to happen in the growing story I am in, I plan on making my own sort of branch and creative venue with my dolls and their stories as well. I was originally going to have him be Mateem, but after trying to see what he was and playing with him more and more, he was elusive, evil almost, and possessive. Something that didn't fit one of many of Mateems personalitys. I should know... Mateem is crazy and a shape shifter and allllll over the place. So I had to scratch that. Finally he (DZ Ivan) communicated to me what he was.

My Ivan is going to become a banshee, like Lucca, but hes going to be the prince that was meant to marry her, but never will because she belongs with someone else! >:) That someone else... I will leave you all to interpret. Im going to be taking photos and getting back into the swing of doing my photostories again. I miss doing them and im sure my new dollies want to be spammed a bit around still.

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Its funny how the universe works. My girlfriend turned out to be a dolly fanatic! Granted she plays with barbies, sews the clothes for them, does photos and stories like all other doll owners do, but really that’s all what we do as BJD owners. I have seen some other doll owners do the same thing. Its just so thrilling to have someone who will be there and understands DOLLS, Period! I have introduced her slowly to the ball jointed dolls and the infamous words “I will probably only ever buy one” came out of her mouth. AHAHAHAHAHA XD

I told her that will be short lived, and what I and mannnnny others have said before, but always ended up being the famous last words. As my friend Penny calls them, “Potatoe Chips”. Damn straight. It’s a tricky thing to avoid the lure of sexy and cute!! She hasn’t seen them in person, only in pictures. I’m sure once she sees them up close, play with them, and just get a feel for them, she will either decide yes or no to the ball jointed dolls.

Although since I am an all round doll lover in general….I’ve been looking at barbies… Yessss I have been sticking my nose into Barbie ville. Im avoiding them at the moment… I was looking at some cute ones, and had to RESIST temptation. I want to either save up for a fashion BJD. Not sure what kind, but I had a Domuya before…. And the heads… the faces… and the floppy ness… just didn’t work for me. And I rarely played with my Domuya, even with the fantastic flexy body and realistic posing they had. Haute Doll for the September/October issue had a feature article on the bodies and I kept finding myself wondering if I should of kept her or not. I loved my light tan Saisha… but I just didn’t play with her, and she was a pain in the ass to dress. :/ Gah Im having second thoughts and wondering if I should order her again someday… I have my heart set on a Sybarite. I know I know… some people call them transgendered crossdressers… but come on… I REALLLLLY like them still and they are fashion dolls. I’ve been wanting one for a while. Only problem is… I don’t know how to do fashion face ups very well on vinyl like dolls. That’s something I am still in the process of learning. IM still attached to my resin friends!

There is a dream doll… A Doll I want sooooo badly still. It’s a Dollmore Piece of winter, and shes limited to 10 in the damned world. I just checked in on her and shes still available. Its killing me cause I know shes getting down there in availability. I don’t have enough for her right now, especially since in the past three weeks I have bought TWO dolls. Yes.. It was my birthday… I splurged. BITE ME. I bought a B&G Aurora, and just on the 17th I got my second birthday present a Leeke Msd Lana. But yet im looking at cute ass Piece of Winter and im pining over her soooooooo badly. Shes gorgeous and shes been on my mind and heart ever since they came out with her. Shes got this gothic edge, but a sweetness to her and she is obviously a fashion doll.

I might sell Lucious. I KNOW THE BANE OF MY FAMILY HAS WRITHED. I love my bird man Luci… but… hes awkward now. I don’t really want to get his twin brother… I don’t want to get his partner, and well I have sort of given up on that story completely. Im going a different route. Valsera is a definite keeper. My mom bought her for me and shes very special. Sentimental value behind her,. Gabriel on the other hand… Eh… Not so sure about him anymore either. I was going to keep him since Alex was doing a story behind her DZ Yuu and her DZ Linlan, but now that she wants to sell them and have a troupe of Feilians, I am still planning to sell Gabiriel. Same with Joseph or as I have aptly named him “no name”. Arthurs wonderous floating head of doom may need a character change here too. Might sell Jacobs head without body and just give Arthur his body instead…. But im not sure. I have to reallllllly think about this. But That Piece of Winter is still… calling my name. Shes gorgeous… Im under the must make vampire lure. Gah everyone and their mother is doing vamps… but come on… Im taking a Vampire the masquerade approach to it. Something a bit different and with my own twists. And NOOOO Twilight has NOT made me WANT to DO vampires. I thought I would throw that out JUST INCASE.

Its time for me to put my ass to bed. Im like…. Sleepy as hell… and im groggy from the dust that has been floating around me lately. Been waking up sick too. Bleh. -_- At least I cleaned! I gotta! Girlfriend, I HOPE, will be arriving this week or next week. Shit is just all over the place right now for her and her mother, whom she takes care of, is paranoid about being alone. I think part of it is her too not wanting to leave her alone either. I don’t blame her. I have the same things sometimes with GMA.

OH! I forgot to mention… Im on… well Celexa. Its for social anxiety and depression. Its working wonders! I can actually sleep on this crap! And socially I have been getting back into swing with things. SLOWLY but surely I will be myself again. I mean I have always been myself, but there has been that missing element of me and my socializing. This shit is better than prozac. On Procrap I had no way of sleeping at night, I was restless, and I still had panic attacks. Granted yes I get lows still on celexa, but I am able to balance out my thought process with it better and calm down. Its been all over the place today tho. A lot of stuff on my mind. Its why I cleaned… kept my mind at ease and kept me from thinking about it. GAH im rambling and I do this when im TIRED LOLL. Night everyone… er… morning? :O

My Dolls and Me...

...Are going to be infamous. Seriously. I forgot that when I did the brief competition with the rest of my classmates that the photographers there at the Art Directors Club of Denver took a picture of Freya who came along with me for the journey. :3 Ha ha XD Awesome. My classmates were like OMG YOUR DOLL WAS THERE! I was like YUP! XD. Seriously though, I am starting to get known by my dolls, which is pretty damn awesome. :3

http://adcdgraffiti.blogspot.com/2008/10/debrief-wrap-up.html

This was way back in October and our school (Metropolitan State College of Denver) was kicking ass. My group was a finalist, and two others with people from our design department were included in the mess. We didn't out right win, but I don't care. It was a great opportunity to help this awesome lady with getting attention to earn money for her organization.

More about the after effect of the brief: http://adcdgraffiti.blogspot.com/search?q=brief

OKAY! >_> I need to update this blog like WHOA and update the doll profiles and all that jazz.. There are ALOT of dolls not on here. For realz.

On the other hand I think I will be able to take the plunge and get my Mecha Angel Sabik Elf. I have to wait till the fifteenth of Feb to order him, but still! OMG YEY :3 YEY. Im excited. WEEE ZALTA. Ive been browsing and pricing and all that good stuff so I know what I will need for when he comes. I found great eyes from Safrin Eye that fit his character. I am getting his limited outfit so he will have clothes. I plan on making clothes for Mecha Angel boys now because the market on DOA is like DEAD for mecha angels. Its sad. Anyhoo. BOOTS BOOTS. Probably this wig as well. I am really picky about the wig though cause it has to be just right. And its rare to find wigs that aren't short enough, but long enough to fit his appearance. Soom had some nice wigs, but the ones i want are SOLD FREAKING OUT. @_@ Im still on the prowl for the right wig. I might find that one at DDE when he comes. The silverish grey one will be a wig for him of the future maybe. :3

I think that is it for now. Im gonna work on my story! :3 *hugs*

Sama

You have a Shot at Love are you Interested?

I have been plotting to make a dress inspired from Tila Tequila for a long time. So with the on going project runway for BJD contest sprung up with Evening wear, I delve in and took the opportunity to do so. :)

Inspiration: Okay. This is going to be cheesy and many people probably don't agree with what I like, but I like Tila Tequila. I really like her fancy style, how mod it is and the overall look she presents herself professionally. I am not talking about her modeling pictures, but when shes on the red carpet or out and about in public. She also has this kind of interesting style in how she dresses on her show that I envy. It's chic. I have been a watcher of her show on MTV for a while and I sort of wanted to make a tribute to her style.

Story: I titled this dress Confetti Dress because it looks like a dress a woman would wear on a night at a club and then traveling off to the next area in New York on New Years Eve to party down some more. I wanted something that would glitz up a scene where ever she may go. I always associate gold and glitz with celebs and New York. There is something about it being so sparkly that it reminds me of a party on New Years too. This dress ultimately is a Cocktail dress. Despite my story going with the New Years Eve Party, I think the dress can be worn anywhere the environment calls for.


Just a note. I did not sew this on the sewing machine. I completely hand sewed it with a needle a thread. I wanted to see if I could make an outfit completely Haute couture. There are no fasteners either. It slips right on to her and stays in place. Took a lot of altering to get it to do so... but it works how I envisioned it. I created the pattern myself as well by using paper towels and artist tape to create the right tight fit for the dress. Since my fabric was stretchy I didn't have to worry much. There are several rows of Fabric I hand Fringed myself and I sewed and used my jewelry skills to apply the chains and sequins to the dress. The Headpiece clips right into the wig. The silver Clip is not the head piece either. Its just there to keep her hair out of her face. The shoes and Stockings were not made by me. Shoes are Leeke World, and Stockings are Dollzone.

Model: Valsera Dollzone Megi Girl


Click on these links to see the larger size on my Flickr Account! :) Mind you they are large files at high res... so they may take a while for those who don't have a fast speed.


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Ruwen Makes a Debut

Ruwen sporting a Leekeworld wig. It used to have ponies, but I didn't like them because they made her look so little girl lolita, and Ruwen is very much a classic victorian woman, and slave.


Cortesan posing for her master Kanoa for the Dominators:

Change on the Horizons: The beginning of Valsera and Gabriel

After hours of searching, Valsera came upon a cloaked man outside the church. Swaying her skirts in a slightly annoyed manner she spoke softly and sarcastically, “Excuse me? Have you seen a tall man with dark hair? He’s late for his own wedding.”

The man replied with a snicker, “Nice to see you too Val.”

“Gabriel, honestly! What are you doing!? We need to get you inside and dressed! You are over an hour late! Slavina has locked herself away in one of the rooms! You nee-”

“Valsera… I’m not getting married.”

“Wait. What?”

“You heard me perfectly clear.” Gabriel shifts slightly toward her by tilting his head in her direction.

“W-Why not! Don’t you love her! I mean your always together; never apart!”

“I used too, but she’s changed. There’s something about her that…sets this awkward moment between the two of us.”

“Oh you just have cold feet. You’ll be fine! Marriage and love go splendidly and its something the two of you both have. You are the perfect couple and high society is booming over just that fact!”

“I don’t care about society or whether she and I are a great couple. If only… you knew.”

“Knew what Gabriel.” She said sternly.

Slowly he removed his hood and turned to her. The dark natural black hue of his hair sparkled as it caught the light. The blue of his eyes deepened as his eyes caught hers.

“Gabriel, answer me! Don’t just stand there and stare.”

“Valsera… I don’t love Slavina anymore. I haven’t loved her since she died.”

“She’s not dead Gabriel. She is as alive as you and I are.”

“She isn’t Slavina anymore. She’s a parasite who has made lust, greed, anger, and hate a normal part of living every day. How many more sins does our relationship has to go through? I am not a lover anymore. I am a slave.”

“You’re mad. You’ve been so stressed out so much that you’ve become completely and utterly mad!”

“Damnit Valsera… I am not Lying!”

“Gabriel you’re not making any sense. I don’t understand!”

“I am a slave! I live and breathe and exist for Slavina!”

Valsera turns from him slightly taken aback. She couldn’t understand why he was acting so strange. It was always calm and collected when ever they all were out.

“A slave to love?”

Gabriel grumbled ferociously, revealing the slight inner wolf broiling on the inside, “NO! Listen to ME! I am Slavina’s slave! Something happened four months ago. Something in her changed! She’s not Slavina anymore. The Slavina I know and loved is dead!!!”

Staring at him in disbelief but curiosity, Valsera shifted nervously. “You are mad. Slaving is the same person I have always known. She is my best friend… I-”

“Valsera!!! ARGH!!!!”

Calming himself down after a few minutes of pacing a foots length back and forth he finally began again regaining composure. “Don’t you trust me? Haven’t you been just the slightest bit uncomfortable around her? Haven’t you felt like she wasn’t the same person you know from only slight instances?”

Valsera eyed him a second. It was true that Slavina had been slightly different. She did do things that normally she wouldn’t do. But people change! It was normal. And it was no excuse for his behavior!

“Well, it is true that she has been slightly different, but Gabriel, someone you love should be loved for who they are. People change all the time and one must cooperate with them through thick or thin, especially if you love them!” She snickered slightly at her own thoughts getting ahead of her, “And honestly… She has threatened to kill you yet, so I think she really hasn’t changed for the worse.”

Gabriel stared at her with a cold and stagnant look in his eyes. It seemed the joke didn’t transfer well to him. Gabriel shifted uncomfortably his gaze softened and saddened slightly. She blinked a few times watching his reaction and confusion fell upon her like a dark cloud.

Darkly he replied plainly, “I don’t love her. She’s dead. Slavina is dead to me.”

“You’re a horrible man! You can’t love!”

“I am not horrible! And…And you’re denser than air!!!”

Valsera scoffed angrily, “How ‘Dare’ you!”

Gabriel rolled his eyes at his caddy and childish comment in retort. He was frustrated with himself and the entire situation. It wasn’t supposed to go like this when he first thought of it in his head. It was supposed to go splendidly and that they would run and have tea together. Unfortunately that was only for ones fantasy. Calmly he replied. “Valsera haven’t you heard anything I said?”

“YES! Everything has been so farfetched and ridiculous! How could anyone possibly take you seriously! The world is happy and bright! Your brooding over slavery on your own damn wedding day! Now I am leaving. You can brood all you want out here.”

“Wait!”

“What NOW!”

Slowly Gabriel walked toward Valsera and kneeled before her gazing towards her almost lovingly. Shifting away slightly she gave him a stern look of ‘What are you doing’. Smirking at a revelation she titled her eyebrow up into the air in a mocking glance to his action, “What now? Are you trying to beg for forgiveness?”

“Valsera,” he replied softly, “you’re wrong that I can’t love. For those horrible months, all I began to think about… was…”

“Was what?” She said impatiently.

“You.”

“You thought of me? What about me! There is nothing special.” She scoffed.

“I love you Valsera. More than life itself! You have been that light, a shining ember, that kept my hope from crumbling under my broken heart. I wanted to die, even let my brother be alone for the sake of ending the pain. The more I learned about you, the more I connected with you, the more I wanted you.”

Valsera backed away from him in shock. Her heart sank to the pits of her stomach making slight flip flops like she fell from a balcony or a high place. She was speechless, she could barely even formulate a sentence. “Gabriel… I… I…”

“Don’t call me that… She uses it. The Gods couldn’t get me to marry that woman today. I need you Val.” His arms reached up for her, begging her to enter his arms. The look in his eyes, his want, his need for her grew as he gazed at her lovingly. Valsera’s face flushed a prominent red and shook violently in reply, “Gabri-“ He moved forward grabbing her into his embrace. She squirmed at his tight grasp about her. She felt like the air was knocked right out of her by his touch. “NO! What are you doing?!”

“Don’t you feel the same way about me?”

“I-”

“I see the way you look at me, Duchess.”

“That’s true, but…”

“But what? I am pouring myself out to you!”

“Slavina! What about Slavina?! She’s my best friend. What is this going to do for all three of our relationships!”

“I don’t care anymore. I need you Duchess. I need you.”

“I can’t do this. No!!!”

Gabriel had quite enough of her denial. He pulled her closer against him wrapping his arms tighter about her. She was pressed in against his chest tightly, knocking the breath out of her in sheer shock. The heart beat under his cloak beat harder than any drum she remembered hearing. The heat resonated off him, the slight blush on his face as he held her in his arms seemed to deepen as he watched the small curves of her body fit about his grasp. His hand slowly captured the side of her face and held it facing him. The red deepened in her cheeks at his rough manner, but his skin as so soft like the petals of a rose. Her head swooned, swallowed into the heat, euphoria, and the drama of the moment. Her own heart rate raced so hard against her chest. The air from her corset jutted her bosom as she deepened her breath. The movement of her chest only tantalized his innate need for passion. Valsera weakly began to push against his arms pulling away from the hand upon her face.

Without any warning he pressed his lips against hers. She muffled out curses as his lips met hers. She knew this was wrong. She had to get away! His grasp on her was cumbersome that even her small dainty body couldn’t break free.

Gabriel deepened the kiss as he held her head into place with his palm. He could feel her silky strands beneath it, beckoning him to taste her more and to feel more of her amongst him. Gabriel soon relieved her from the kiss for only a mere second. Valsera had only managed to gasp for air only until he captured her lips yet again. The warmth of his body sent trills of music along her skin. The hairs on her arms danced and stood on end in the pure excitement of it all.

She couldn’t hold back anymore. She would be lying to herself if she did. Valsera wouldn’t admit it openly, but she had been smitten and jealous of her best friend ever since she saw Gabriel with her. The mere glimpse of Gabriel sent her mind reeling with fantasies. Gabriel had a sense of eloquence that only a high socialite would have, but he also had a down to earth aura that cascaded from him ever so slightly.

Valsera continued the passion remembering the fantasy of wanting him and realizing it had just manifested before her eyes. She felt slightly guilty about it, but she felt wanted, a feeling she never once felt before. She pressed herself against him freely and wrapped her arms around him. Like a dream, she never wanted it to go. Gabriel moaned happily at her finally giving into her desire for wanting him just as bad as he wanted her. If she didn’t want him, she would have still been struggling to run away. He moaned again standing up and taking her small dainty body with him. He heaved her into the air holding her close to him like a precious gem.

Slowly and carefully he slipped his tongue between her reddened and swollen lips and intertwined his tongue with hers; sharing each others essence. She made a muffled gasp at his movement, but just as desperate as she was before she melded her fingers into his scalp feeling the soft lustrous texture between her skin.

He parted his lips from her slowly, taken in the romantic moment. This feeling that came over him never felt this way before. He thought he was in love with Slavina, but it wasn’t love. It was something else. The feeling he had at this moment was pure and raw. It was love. He really did love Valsera. The two caught their breath from the heat and fervor. Valsera melted into him clinging to him as she hung there. Gabriel gruffly smirked as he lifted the rest of her body freeing her from any strain. Held in his arms like ready to cross the threshold of the honeymoon night, Valsera gazed lovingly to him. She wanted more of him.

Slavina’s wedding was canceled that day. Slavina even disappeared, but her wedding dress was nicely hanging off the mannequin, just as she bought it. It was that day that the world of Excavanon changed. A new and powerful leader would arise and love and romance would never… be the same.

New action for DOLLIES!!!!!!

Gabriel arrived from the lovely amber last week :) I loves him so. Amber, Valerie and I went off to the DDE and got some stuff to go with Gabe since all he had as a skirt i got from the dollie gift exchange. I got him a shirt two pairs of eyes and two wigs. I had returned some of the things I bought for him originally, but I exchanged them for a new wig that goes with his original full form. :) Gabe is a babe XD Valsera got a brand new dress. :D I loves it. I havent taken her piccie yet, but so far shes all laying about like shes a princess.

This is the dress she has. :) Ill post piccies soon. I am still trying to get the photo stories that I want to do done.

Right now Gabe is getting a new face up. I liked it before, but then I thought I should change it to fit his character more. I am also adding his tattoo on his leg as well! :) It shall be sweetness.

Thats all for dollie goodness for now. :) Ill try to post my first dollie photo shoot soon. Ive just been super busy.

January Doll Meet!

I had a blast at Bunnies house! Getting to know everyone a little bit better was awesome! Im getting more and more comfortable every day! The dollies had fun too! Valsera got A LOT OF LOVE! She was like Omg!!!!!! Orora got a little jealous but shes okay now! :P Miki got an awesome pair of shoes from Bekka and he loves them!

Heres spammy time of LOTS of piccies! I tried to take piccies of everyone! Hope you guys enjoy!
(If you want a bigger piccie just clicky on it and it will open up bigger in a new window).